my daisuki...

annyeong!!!!!!!!!!!!heeee......
arini ttbe tcpai idea nk curhat dlm blog lak...mmndang esok bersamaan dgn ari sabtu..ak xjd kua date dgn y tersyg....so...mmg sure2lah sedih gle kot...tp xpela...lom de rezeki ag nk jmp dia since dia lek malaysia...arp2..we'll get chance to date n i damn miss him so much (eventhough i'm the one who miss him that much...) :')



my daisuki is my first love that gv me lot of sad n happy experience...i know him since our childhood..he is one of my close friend in school..but now..kteowg da couple since 1 year 6 months ago...hehehe...mmg mcm xcaye i'll in love with my bestfriend...^^
time dajah 1 smp dajah 6 kat skola agama if i'm not mistaken, 6 thn kteowg klas sama...dia la y teman ak main tali,main batu seremban...hahaha...moment y mmg ak xleh lupe...moment men batu seremban lah...kwn2 ske kata dia skema dlu..tp for me..ak xpndg pon dia mcm dak skema time dlu..hehehe...i juz enjoy playing with him..


gambar kenangan time dajah 1...dia slh sowang dlm gambar ni..hahhaha....y mne satu,crik sndri..=P

then bile da masuk skola menengah...kteowg mcm da renggang cket...smp ak igt ak pnh tegur dia kata dia sombong sbb da xtego ak...lps dri tu,brula dia nk tego2 ak..hahahha...form 1 smp form 3 ak xkelas ngn dia..naik form 4 smp form 5,ak da masuk kelas pertama...barulah ak dpt kelas ngn dia...teeehheeee....kteowg join kelab bowling..n dlm klas ak da mle rpt balik ngn dia...tp kawan je ye...mmg time tu i admit i hv one sort weird feeling kt dia...tp xtaula feeling ape..y ak tau ak always epy ble duduk borak ngn dia,wat kje skola ngn dia,grup men boling sme ngn dia n mcm2 lagila y menghubungkan kteowg bdua...tp honestly kt skola dlu,ak syok kt org len senanye...(bertepuk sblh tgn)hahahahha....tp syok time tu jela...

last form 5 ak terpilih one of member dlm program intan terpilih kt skola (pljr hrpn y kunun nye dtrget leh dpt straight A's in SPM) tp result ak hampeh ja pon...huhuhu...tp ignore that..y ak epy sbb ak ngn my daisuki 2 org dlm grup y sme tuk program tu..means kteowg dpt mentor y sme la...hehehe...tp dia mmg ag cemerlang dri ak...byk sgt A's dia smp akhir skali dpt blaja medic kt indonesia....i'm proud with u dear..



sejarah kapel kteowg bmula sebenarnya after abes SPM..mmg siyes xrmai y tau..rsenye bbrp org y rpt ngn ak je kot y tau kteowg pnh kapel pas spm..hahhaha...xsmp seminggu je kot kteowg kapel...sbb dua2 xpnh kapel n xtau mcm mne nk kapel plus dia pon mcm xready ag...so kteowg pon decide tuk break..n juz truskan hubungan as bestfriend...tetttttt...
pas ak masuk matrik....dia msuk kolej kt kepala batas (dkt ngn kampung ak,penang) setahun sblum fly g medan..kteowg jd makin rpt...ak kapel dgn dak matrik 2 org (setahun sekali) semua xlme..bpe bulan je..even ak da kapel ngn y len..ak still cntct ngn dia..once a month dia akn kol ak...so kteowg pon update la cte dlm fon around 1 hour++ mcm tu...tiap kali raya dia pon akn kol ak gak even dia da ade kt indonesia sne tu..ble ak kapel n ak clash ak cte kt dia..wpun kteowg jrg bertelefon tp dlm sebulan dia mst keep in tourch ngn ak..siyes sgt epy!!!!smp skali time kt matrik,ak pnh gurau jnji ngn dia..ak ckp.."dlm mase 2 thn ni klau ko ngn ak lom ade kapel,kte kapel lek ye..."hahahha...wpun ak bgurau tp deep in my heart,i meant it...i thought that time i still hv feeling kt dia...kteowg sll ym..dia sll emel gmbar dia kt ak..so,ak sedaya upaya akn pergi cc tiap mlm semata2 nk ym ngn dia...hehehe...(da xkapel ttbe rpt mcm org kapel lak...aiyaaa)

after 2 years,ak mmg ada complicated relationship ngn ex ak y dok langkawi...mmg sebenarnye tunggu mse nk putus je pon..last trip ak kt langkawi (kenangan pahit+kenangan manis) y pahit...itulah prjumpaan terakhir ak ngn ex ak...y manis...ak ttbe dpt text sms dri indon...weeeee...."i love u syg...forever..."....OMG!!!!ak mmg tkjut n sedih mle2..sbb ak igt dia da ad pompuan y dia ske,tp dia tslh anta kt no ak...then ak pon tny dia lek..."weh,ko slh anta msg kt ak ke???"..then dia rep ag..."sori2..tu mmber ak y anta tu...tp mmg betul pon.."...ak da senyum lebar da...dlm mse y sme ak ragu2 either mnde tu betul ke x,or dia juz bgurau...lpas ber sms nk bagai..ak pon ckpla,bg ak mse,n ak settle down ngn ex ak dlu,ak mnx dia tunggu ak...then he wait for me...plus dia bkn lelaki y ske mendesak...dia sll ade dgn ak..dia sll dgr mslh ak...buatkn ati ak tbkk nk accept dia balek pas ak da clarify ak xde hubungan pape da ngn ex ak tu...ble ak terigt lek jnji ak dlu,after 2 years..mmg kteowg bersama kembali..ak terharu n terima dia sbb ak tau dia xsme mcm laki len..ak xpnh rsau lebih2 klu dia kua ngn mmber2 pompuan dia kt sne..sbb dlm tempoh 2 thn kteowg berkawan..dia ttp xpnh lupekan ak..ak arp...keyakinan ak kt dia akn kekal...


so,finally kiteowg pon kapel la tnpa diduga...hahaha...ak xtau exact date kteowg kapel but dlm bulan november 2008 la kteowg kapel...

semuanye berubah lpas kteowg kapel..ak ngaku y dia bknla seorg bf y romantik mcm bf org lain..but he is so special for me..dia romantik pe...i prefer guy y romantic in his way rather than guy y jiwang....eeeeeuuuuuwwwww...geli kepala dgn laki y tlebih jiwang...huhuhuhu....mle2 kapel,kteowg mmg rahsiakan dri mmber2...especially mmber2 skola..ak tkut nk ckp ngn babes ak....y ak kapel da dgn dia...sbb ak tau..babes ak syg ak,dwg tanak ak kecewa ag mcm y lpas...(pasal tu ak takut gtau dwg)...kt bpe bln gak la kteowg rahsia...lme2 dwg pon tau...n ak mmg mcm kne soal dgn polis..."ble ko kapel??mcm mn ko leh kapel???npe ngn dia??sape mnx dlu??n blablablabla...hahhaha...tp Alhamdulilah,sume accept berita ni ngn baik...n doakan moga jodoh kami berkekalan...babes ak gk...xleh kata pape sgtla sbb ak da kapel kn...hehhee(klu lom kapel,mmg dwg xkn bg ak kapel)hahahha....syg kowang babes....<3

errrmmm...tp...ak xnafikan..ak kkdg ade gak TERnangis sbb ak sll di-ignore-kan dia...awl2 mmg ak xbiasa ngn cre dia,sbb kapel y b4 ni xmcm ak kapel skrg...wpun kteowg xpnh gado..tp stil de mnde y mnduga hubungan kteowg..dia bg racun dlm hubungan kami,tp dia jugakla y bg penawar...lame2,ak da boleh accept dia y sbnr n care dia lyn ak...
ak arp...hubungan kteowg akn kekal hngga akhr hayat...tp andai satu masa nanti tersurat bahawa jodoh kami smp takat tu...ak akn cbe trime dgn ati y tbuka,even pahit nk telan kemungkinan y mcm tu blaku..tp kte hny merancang,Tuhan y tentukan segalanye kn...pe y ak mmpu buat sekrang,doa...doa n trus yakin dkt dia..
Ya Allah,ak bsyukur ak dpt dia skrg,mudah2an dia jd milikku hingga hujung nyawaku..insyaAllah...
b...daisuki des..eventhough i'm the one who daisuki u the most than u daisuki me...thanks for everything n thanks coz always be with me...^^